Betrayal
Is making my heart beat and my hands shake
Tears come down at the realization
That people are never as great
As you think at first.
First impressions and first chances at getting to know them
Are almost always wrong.
And then you're left sitting
Staring at a TV screen,
Not even aware of what's on it could be static and you wouldn't move,
Tears streaming down your face
Like acid rain in the forest,
Your heart beating fast and so hard it hurts to breath.
Shaking shaking
So bad you can barely write to get it all out.
And it hurts to know
That sometimes there are no right words
No right thing to know
No right thing to say
To make everything okay
And drastic measures make you look stupid
But it may be all you can do
But it hurts just to know
Some song that used to play on the radio
Says "Its okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know"
It does.
It does.
It does.